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| I'm thinking about making a new Xanga...but I dunno. If I do I know my new name withh be Freak_On_A_Leash or something like that.but I still dunno...
//Edit\\ I made a new Xanga. Why, because I'm fucking crazy. Anyways the name of it is XxFreak_On_A_LeashxX | | |
| I'm really fucking freaked out. I just woke up crying and tring not to scream. I don't know what I dreamt about but, it's making me a fraid to go back to bed...
I was sleeping pretty well too, I could feel myself smiling before I was fully asleep. I was having a failr good day too. I talked to Benji and Billy again and they started the conversation with me. "Hey Charity!" I'm on a first-name-basis with Benji and Billy from Good Charlotte, how could i not be happy. And I don't care if you don't believe me because I KNOW it's them.
I'm EXTREMELY happy for another reason, but I'm not gonna say why. But only Nick, Vinnie, and Shauna know, and it is going to stay that way for a while. | | |
| - Emotion Sickness - - - Erupt again ignore the pill.
And I won't let it show.
Sacrifice the torture.
Orchestral, tear cash-flow
Increase, delete.
Escape defeat
It's all that matters to you.
Cotton case for an iron pill.
Disorted eyes when everything is clearly dying.
Burn my knees and...
Burn my knees and...
Burn my knees and...
E-motion sickness.
Addict with no heroin.
E-motion sickness.
Distorted eyes when everything is clearly dying
Burn my knees and...
Burn my knees and pray...
Burn my knees and...
Burn my knees and pray...
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Won't you stop my pain?...
E-motion sickness
[To idle with an idol]
Addict with no heroine
Good things will pass
It helps with excess access
Lessons learnt
E-motion sickness
[Lost no friendship]
[Corrosive head pollution]
Lessons learnt
The lyrics may seem a little..confusing. But listen to it a few times and you'll understand the real message... | | |
| Well, I just woke up, and I feel sortof......empty....
I don't really know why I broke up with Nick. I guess I did it because I knew it wouldn't work...(I know this is gonna sound selfish but) I didn't really have time for myself. Like I was always online talking to him or waiting for him to get online, I did love him, don't get my wrong but.....I dunno.....
I feel like crying because I hate hurting people. I know that the only way I can make his pain go away is to go back out with him, but I can't do that, because it would be a pity date, and it is ALOT better to hurt than to have someone go out with you just becaus ethey feel sorry for you.
Nick, I'm sorry that I hurt you, but you and I both know it wasn't going to work... | | |
| My chatter box is fucked up....oh well.
Well, like I said before me and Nick broke up...Yeah I'm kinda sad cuz I as really happy with him. Well, it wasn't going to work, we live too far away from each other....I'm gonna miss him, but everything will be okay. Me and him are still gonna be friends.....so I guess that's cool.
I'm really tired....so I'm going to go to bed. | | |
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